think that

"i always think that if i become better
become more famous,become more attractive
u will look at me and stay wif me and be wif me when i'm alone
bt that's all just wat i tot,
it wont become a fact
because i dono hw
wat should i do
i dono wat i did is the right way or nt
just because a single "sry" word
i didnt say to u
nw i feel quite regret
u know
i always try to become like u
i dono is because i wanted
or because,i luv u too much..
wat i can do nw
is just make it as a part of my memory
just like i did b4
u said,i wanted too much
i agree wif it
i really wanted too much
bt,i also will prove to myself that
i afford to hv "too much" that u told me b4
i will prove to myself and nt u
i know,u currently wont care about this
bt
i will make u care about it
i totally get mad wif it"

this is wat's in my mind last year
bt,i still hvn make it until nw=.=
because i feel too sad that time
and feel tired wif luv
and i know, even hw great am i ,she also wont pick me
i keep trying to get away from this by sleeping
keep sleep in the class,
bt hor,thx to some1
because of her
my life start become better and better and better
she help me build up my confident to girl
teach me that "chase girl is use heart,nt mind"
make me think that,this world still gt hope
make me forget the pass
make me fall in luv again
thx ya..
thx god..thx for gv me meet her in my life


i lost something important for me in the past,bt i gain something more important in the future

thx god, to let me meet a girl that helped me a lot