nt strong as him=.=?

today,i asked my dad, y he treat me so nice
he gave me a very zd de answer=.=
he said because i'm nt strong as my elder brother o.o
hmm,am i? i think yes xD
since small,my parent take care me well ,seldom gv me do thing myself=.=
and i dono y they didnt do the same thing to my brother
they always support me nomatter wat i do
bt ,my elder bro nt same case as me
he always try to "du li" since he is small
my parent didnt care about him
always gv himself try thing=.=

beside that,today,my dad finally gv me drive his vios (imba car if compare wif myvi and kancil :D)
when ngam ngam drive, my dad keep telling me to do this do that =.=
which make me dono wat should i do
when i drive until half
a bus stopped at there=.=
i wanted to turn to right ,bt i found that i drive too far
then i keep turn turn turn turn turn and turn to the right
bt i turn too much =.=
then almost kissed the bus side
after that,i keep turn turn turn turn turn turn to the left=.=
woah
just a bit more
then almost kissed the bus
...
at the moment,my mind totally blank le=.=
just keep think about turn left turn left

sei foh
when back home
i saw my dad like get angry le=.=
sure is because that time almost kiss the bus
after that,my dad said : " u nt steady as ur elder bro,u will get panic easily"
LOL
finally he say le his "sam dai wah"
sad case D=
kena shoot=.=
nth to say that time

after we take our lunch,my dad fetch my mom go work and "sun bian" teach teach me drive car at maluri and desa park city there

hmm,i quite like to drive at maluri xD
the road so wide =D
nt like the sri damansara, so "zai" =.=
at maluri there,i keep drive go up and go down ,up and down and up and down
keep continue do the same thing
just to make myself can adjust the speed when going up to the hill and going down from there well
....
dead end D=
my dad keep say "stop stop stop!" when i turn left then turn to right
lol..
gv him zd=.=
stop wat o
3-point turn time la,dude
bt hor,i do le 4 -point turn=.=
because he keep ask me stop which make me stop too early
after train train at there around 1 hour,i go go desa park city there train le

Hmm,i train train round-about and parking at there =D
the round-about in the desa park city is so small=.=
want speed up also cant D=
when train train at there
my dad keep say
"tatt,we're nt rich as them,here is for those bussiness guy and professional person,dad nt afford to buy a house at here"
lol?
y suddenly say those thing=.=?
i didnt say i want live at desa park city also
the house we stay is quite great and comfortable
nth wrong also=.=
then i straight away shoot him back xD
"erm,u tot it's so easy to become a rich guy? the pressure they hving everyday is quite high. nw our family nt nice meh=.=? at least u guyz(dad and mom) treat me quite nice,gt chit chat wif me sometime ,nt like those rich guy,seldom chat wif their child and some of them dont even know anything about their child,just gv them money every month to enjoy,that's all. wat for to be like that=.=?"

he straight away keep silence after i said that xD

hmm,after that,we back home le
feel quite tired anyway=.=
i found that, still gt a lot of thing about driving i hvn learn
even those basic thing,i also dono if my dad didnt tell me
nw i'm wondering,hw come so many thing the teacher didnt teach me?
keep sleep at beside there

sad case la
my dad still dont gv me drive at those big big road=.=
keep drive at taman only
dono when can drive drive at those big road
and fetch all my friend go go out yam cha xD

hmm,guyz
dont too care about wat ppl said to u
dont too care about the past,since it had pass,u cant change it anyway
look forward bah :D
no ppl will care about the past,they just care about the present
no ppl will care about the proses,they just care about the result
so,work hard for those thing u want and u nid
if u found that when u trying something new which is gud for u and it's quite hard for u
just continue do it
it's just the begining, nt the end anyway
btw,think positive ya =D