HweeTatt

weeee =P

2011-07-10T02:28:00.004+08:00

First time upload my own photo that snap by myself wey :D~
just came back from a small gathering.
Fyi, it's the best ever gathering I have ,hahaha.

Oh ya, thanks to Bersih 2.0, I was able to know that, chinese and malay can be sooooo ngam :D.

(mmg terharu melihat gambar ini...sedang seorang umat islam membaca doa memohon pertolongan Allah, seorang bangsa cina menolong memegang pembesar suara...inilah nikmat perpaduan yang dibawa oleh PAKATAN RAKYAT.....Takbir!!)- comment from Hired Assasin.

The picture is sooooo touchy man, SOLUTE!

Okay lar, I get to do my work le, cya~

Once

2011-06-28T05:56:00.003+08:00

Im once a kid, I have dreamed of being better without paying anything, Im too naive.
Things are easy to be learn, but not easy to be master it.
I have searched for kinds of ways to enhance myself and lead me to the success, but that's all was in my mind, I din do anything for it in the real world.
Steps, need to be taken so we can be the one we once wish to be.
Greed, devil, destruction, and success are connecting.
"The best way to predict the future is to invent it".
At least, same as usual,I do enjoy the process, I never feel regret to take a part in it.
I have learn something that others maybe could not have the chance to touch it.
Things are mean to be simple, but not simply.

Teacher?

2010-10-17T01:39:00.010+08:00

Yea, what I'm going to share right here right now is just about "Teacher".

Seriously, I trust my bro more than every1,even more than myself.
He's the one who I always depend on (even more than my parent)
He's the one who always guide me to the right way but I misunderstand the meanings of his guide.
He told me that, "exam nia, simply do also can get A right?haha"
And try guess, wat I start doing afterward xD
I start to take exam as a simple thing
bt wif the wrong way
Wat I mean is, my mind concept has been set to -" it's so easy to get A, no nid do a lot of exercises also can get laa".
LOL, such a big lol, I was totally took it as a wrong way for 5 years!(form 1 till form 5)
Feel shame with myself,really
He's trying to help me to strike out the examination pressure, bt I ... really no comment beside spend more time on my study.
And,I really dono y, in those 5 years, my results were at bottom line (around 60-70+), I also not so care about it and feel happy wif it. f3
I feel like i'm so lucky anyway xD
just read the summary and didnt get lower than 40marks(beside form 4-5 sej ,addmath)

yea, my bro also told me this too xD (guyz, always study last minutes and they get A ,nt like girls,everyday also study,bt same get A ,girls quite nub lor).
But, sad case , both ways mighty help me build up my LMSA D: (last minute study attitude) at the same time which I always use it for my exam.
I really tot,study last minute is pro=,=
lol, I really extremely nuuuuuuub D:
didnt filter wat he told me.

anyway, I hv taught what should I cont write for my this post for 1 week =,=

I found that ,every1 are my teacher, yea, every1, especially my MMU friends..

After I mix with them,

only I realise that,

this world is so big,

there're lots of pro in this world

lot of different kind of person

mind concepts

u not 100% nid to follow up what others think is correct,

weakness..

strength..

they taught me a lot of things silently,

really thx god..let me meet u guys,

gv me chances to learn more things..

thx..

Lai, DJ Tatt Tatt share 1 song wif u guyz to gam gek u all :D (u guys confirm heard it b4 xD)

babe, I miss u so much wehh, how about u? xD

Happy birthday,pretty :D

2010-09-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

hey pretty,sry ya ,seem like this year I miss the chance to celebrate ur birthday wif u le. Feel shocked when I keep on sound like dono 8/9 is ur birthday when having phone call wif me? xD
Hmm, I have recorded a short video around 30+ sec about wishing u happy birthday but it's 500+mb =.= ,really feel quite zd wif it. I think it will take too much time to post it at here ,so..next time I show u bah,k?

00, happy birthday wehhh, wish u kin kin earn a lot $$ and become a great "si tao poh".
And hor, rmb sleep earlier=.= , ur "hei yuan quen" look slightly bigger than b4 le. Once awhile do some exercise + drink more water =D.

Merdeka :D

2010-08-31T18:36:00.005+08:00

Hey,feel like want to share this 2 old songs wif u guyz,or maybe just u xD

hmm, sry for the low quality video,cant found better version at utube.

南拳媽媽 (Lara) - 下雨天

seriously, I dont even know that she's a singer dulu,bt nt after watch her performance on 8tv just nw,she really have awesome+cute voice, really get stunned by her voice

and and also my達達too :D

那女孩對我說

lol, this song remind one my form 4-5 best classmate,Jun Yao. I often sing that song wif him in the class,both of us look like quite sozai when doing that xD. Feel quite enjoy+emo every time singing this song .

okkk,that's for today :D nw I'm going back to university and study for my trimester 1 final exam
20days more to go,i'm coming, 3.333GPA :D

2010-08-26T20:07:00.001+08:00

"luv u,nt because of ur pretty,bt is the way u're"

3 thing

2010-08-18T03:06:00.005+08:00

*Give me some big clap,thx thx XD*

3 thing to share at here :D
Customer of my blog, Pro++ to (Pro++)+ , TLR

Customer of my blog
hmm,it's a great case to know that just have a few visitor viewing my blog recently anyway, which indirectly telling me that I didnt really work hard for sharing my view of point at my blog with some interesting way, tq about that :D. Thx to my training stage explanation skill ,I feel so struggle to share and tell others about what's in my mind, which make my words sound+look like a tin,nth inside a sentence (mean crap). Nth else I can do besides ameliorate my explanation skill and apologize at here.

Pro++ to (Pro++)+
Pro++ = Max limit of a pro
(Pro++)+=Over limit of a pro

For me, I think that currently I'm in the stage of Pro++ . I have reach my max limit and cant be more better than that which I hope I do can upgrade to (Pro++)+,as always. Oh yea,it's nt wasted for being so engrossing during the H.D class and and helped me a lot in finding the "way" to reach that stage. Hardworking + nvr gv up,that's the way. In this 17 years, part of my mind is still soooooooooo immature, keep thinking and agree with that "genius can success without hardworking" . Yea,that's right a genius can success without hardworking,bt that's just a packing of a genius. Albert Einstein , one of the greatest scientist in the history of human gained others respect and admire of his genius level intelligent is the best example. All we know about him is just "he's a genius", "he is soooo pro" blah blah blah, but,we dont even know a single thing about his hardworking and nvr give up side.

To be continue

Hey Hey

2010-08-08T04:20:00.008+08:00

lol,guess wat, I just viewed one of my senior blog,
and I really like his style XD.
"My blog,My way".
Hmm,it's sound like quite interesting and awesome
and proud to say that,he gain my fully respect and admire just with that 4 word.
Nw I understand y girls like a guy who always stand for his opinion and never disagree with what they did and doing.
Because they really're quite cool ,just like the sun below

doing a free advertisement for ClipArtOf.com here ,try to search for it ( and u might need change a new hardisk for your pc ).

Feel like want to write this at my blog after viewing his blog,

(This my blog, and I will blog with my way,
Dont ask me to change my style,because this the only style and way I will be,
"u think u're cool?" This might come out from your mind after seeing that,
perhaps, I have to answer u that " This doesn't consider as cool,but is confident ")

Bt hor,after think for a while,
found that it's not really cool or confident or great,
but is slightly show off+lc+irritating,
so,it's so obviously that i'm nt so agree with that overconfident case and put it as my slogan.

It's great to be a confident guy like him,
bt if you being over and tot everyone is nub( he did sometimes , I guess),
I think you need to think about what you did.

Hey, Hari Raya coming soon,and they going to have puasa and u guyz can go back home earlier( for those who studying secondary school) . It's a great case for u guyz, bt maybe nt for me,because I will have limited selection of food for my meal for 1 month , NOOOOOOOOOOO

so many thing happen

2010-07-19T18:37:00.004+08:00

blog blog blog,
recently i keep go read read blog after study+revision+gaming :D
feel like i'm just like a frog nw D=
so many thing had happen around me ,bt i dono
hiding in a village that for students who're just trying to become the best, most famous and respected+ admit by others
foundation thing,nt really hard,bt dono y I feel so tired after study university=.=
maybe because hvn fully manage mix wif this kind of environment+lifestyle,
or maybe because always gaming dou 2am only sleep? =P

sometimes, I always think too much and cause me cant sleep D=
i think is because of recently late late only went to bed
feel quite frighten b4 sleep,quite suffer weh =.=
bt i think is myself dai sei ,dont want sleep earlier xD

few days ago my friend asked me something,
"tatt,show "L" finger position"
then i show him and he compare his finger with mine
i dono wat he wanted to do wif it
after after he compare his finger wif my finger
he laugh at me and told me that my down part is shorter than dia punya and the "L" finger position is the length of boy's down part
....
really get stunned 100% =.=
he keep telling others about that incident
really nth to say pulak ni =.=
because of a "L" finger position
i keep kena my friend shoot my down part is the shortest among them=.=
apa hal la D=
just because of their finger longer,then kena shoot my down part short D=
my finger just shorter than their finger AT MOST 0.5cm nia=.=
like that also kena shoot
...
bt hor,really quite accurate xD (i mean the length)
D=
since when i had become so hs le=.=

dono y ,when they shoot me,i really quite enjoy with it
i nt reall get angry with it(bt still gt a bit)
maybe because of those incident do can make them remember me(which is wat i want)
just maybe :D

still gt so many thing wanted to share wif u guyz,bt feel quite tired nw=.=
next time baru update :D
enjoy guyz
=D

I'm nt 蕃薯贼 weh D=

2010-07-15T01:48:00.008+08:00

NOOOOOOO

sei 蕃薯 ,watch ur tv la , thx to u ,nw i keep kena say 蕃薯贼 D=

my gang start calling me 蕃薯贼 =.=
especially my roommate lemon and dylan , sam tong weh kawan T.T
keep shoot me when in the room
stop calling me 蕃薯贼 weh D=
dam dylan,fabian,lemon,mh prince D=
I didnt mean to use rice to cover the 蕃薯 ,bt gv u guyz say dou like i purpose curi potato D=
u guyz makan didnt bayar i also didnt say anything,i just cover my 蕃薯 wif rice nia D=
I just take 蕃薯 dulu only take rice ,like that also kena shoot pulak ,quite sad case, kawan T.T

yooooo

2010-07-15T01:09:00.010+08:00

heyyy,i'm back :D~~~
wat's up? =D

hmm,seem like after she went to sg i didnt upload my blog le D=
So fast, I have spent my 2 months at here (MMU) :D
here really quite nt bad ,bt the food D= dam salty + expensive (for me,yes)
start changing my stay home dota lifestyle into share knowledge and jokes wif my course mate lifestyle
they really hv great and unique personality
it make me feel quite sad case sometimes D=
since that they can think out of some jokes that i nvr heard b4 and they get more than 7A's in SPM (like very easy get =.=) sam tong T.T
trust me,if ur parent going to spend only 100k(fee+eat+entertainment+books) for u study at university,come study at here,really quite great ,gt a lot pretty girl at here :D

lol,dono y today suddenly feel like want to on blog pulak D=
feel sry to her,really
dono i should feel sad or great btw
because of wat i did b4,i feel so guilty and which can stop myself keep thinking of girls and luv
nw,i do can concentrate on my study
sometimes when praised by the lecture,i really feel dam great and make me keep thinking of it for around 20 minutes =D ,seem like too long =.=
it's so great
to become a smart guy (for me,yes i did xD)
btw,help to say thx to my course mate and roommate (Uncle Lemon and Dylan) at here dulu =D

(Uncle Lemon the yeng zai :D)

(Dylan the Smart guy =D)
after mix wif them,my mind concept have changed from "later only do" to "do nw "

hey hey,there's a lot of thing more :D
I joined a freshie dancing group (just dance 1 time in the blah blah blah activity) =D
2nd time in my life dance wif group ,so excited xD
this is my dance group member :D

the black shirt guy looks quite handsome =D
we're just given 1 week+ to prepare D=
hv to from 0 => hero
btw,quite sad case D=
when we dancing at the stage all the audience dono wat we dancing T.T (dont scold me nub at here,thx D=)

k la,gud nite guyz ,1:47am nw=.=
enjoy ya :D

hmm,hw're u?

2010-04-13T20:59:00.004+08:00

1 day 2 day 3 day 4 day 5 day 6 day 7 day 8 day 9 day

just like that , 9 days passed without u
i dont,really know when u went to sg
since that i also didnt ask u about that

hmm,so ,hw're u? :D
become quite chubby le ? =P if yes, try try dont eat so much le =D~ when u come back malaysia i belanja u makan bah :D
become quite pro in speaking english le? if yes , rmb teach teach me hw to speak english well xD
found ur job at sg le? if yes,rmb next time come come melaka find find me belanja me makan =D i want "long ha" :D
erm,wanted to tell tell u this b4 u go to sg
enjoy ya ^^, hope u can kin kin found a high salary+easy to do de job at sg xDand most important, stay feel great as usual :D

in this 9 days
i get tired wif game ,maybe is because of my mouse's right click gt problem
start feel like dont want to online =.= , maybe because feel like nth to do when online
i also start sleep early , nt same as usual around 5am only go sleep sleep , feel quite tired recently
i keep go search for some drama to fill in my time , since that u're nt there ,sad case D=

nw,i really dono hw to contact u=.=
since that i dono when u gt online
send send me some message thru (通过) facebook bah xD
since that u said that it's hard to log in msn at sg there
thx ya xD

hey guyz,do something

2010-04-09T07:43:00.013+08:00

hey
recently
i found that guyz like to dreaming too :D
same as i xD
hmm, most of the guyz're quite passive(or maybe just me=.=)
i'm wondering it's because of the affection of those drama to guyz(which mean watched too much drama) or because yi chuan of our parent or maybe both

some guy,when they chasing the one they luv
they normally will just keep thinking and thinking and thinking
hmm, guyz
do u realise that,they will feel alone sometimes even they seem like quite happy at the moment
they,might dono hw special they're (mostly guy dono this,maybe. since that normally guy will tot that a pretty girl know hw pretty they're or a attractive girl know hw attractive they're , actually most of them dono)
they,might nid some1 to chat wif them when they nid (most guy tot they did it and the only thing guyz know hw to do xD)
they,might hope some1 will tell her hw much u luv her wif some action (nt just thinking dude, and most guyz feel shy to do it since they quite passive xD)(and guyz might hv their own reason y they dont want do for them,which i dont think so it's a reason,it just they way they keep trying to cheat on themself)

guyz,thinking of her,look at her when she didnt notice, walk behind her after school, treat her nicely bt dont want let her know, is nt the best way,it make u look like a child that nt brave at all to do something + a hxx sxx guy

mostly,girls nt so like a passive guy and they prefer a guy who full wif confident+ smart+hv a great personality + always think positive + who seem like can take care them and make them feel xing fu =D
i think u guyz also know that,bt hor ,hard to be like that right? xD
hmm , slowly bah then
u hv to know that, being passive is ur biggest enemy in chasing girl xD
passive,will make u look like quite invisible in her life ,just like the colour i put for this passive word
yaho, and dont feel so nervous when trying to chat wif her=.=
no nid so gek dong 1
i know,it's hard to make self nt being so nervous when trying to chat wif the one who we like,bt try to control bah if can
maybe u will think that "chey , some of my friends so passive also can hv gf "
bt,did u realise that ,they're passive,bt they look leng zai,or fate or maybe the girl like that type of guy(the one who hv gf) and much much more reason.

try to treat her nicely,take care her,understand her,share thing wif her and most important,tell them and show them hw u feel wif some action might be the bez way to get them xD

guyz,u hv to know
u're quite special too
even maybe u think that u nt leng zai as other , or maybe u think that u're nt sepadan wif her or maybe other thing=.=
dont think so much ,dude
it's ok for u to keep thinking about her,since that type of thing is out of our control
BT, AT LEAST U SHOULD GUANG MING ZHEN DA CHASE HER
NT JUST KEEP HIDE AND SS IN UR WORLD
that's most important part for those passive guy =D
and,dont make urself look like so childish infront of her

so so guyz ,try to take urself out from ur dream bah =D
and same as their dream xD

think positive bah anyway
+u ya :D

*above is just my opinion =.= . dont get angry if that's nt accurate ,sry ya , just trying to share my opinion wif u guyz*

hmm,u guyz wake me up :D

2010-03-30T02:25:00.013+08:00

just nw, i read some of my friend's blog (for me,they're my friend, bt i'm just a anonymous person for them xD )
their amazing describe skill , those unknown words they use in their blog =.= , really stunned me for a while
feel like
i'm a bit lacking behind of them D=

when i'm small,my dad often told me this "tatt,time pass very fast, dont waste ur time on ur game, appreciate ur school life"
i'm nt so quite believe in wat my dad told me that time,since i tot my dad want tipu me to make me nt being so playful D:

so fast, my primary school life and secondary school life passed
my primary school life memories.. i had forgot most of them xD
hmm, i rmb that since standard 2, i start sleeping in the class =P
i still rmb that my ji ren lao shi quite chubby+easy get angry , quite like cik tiang xD
she always caught me curi curi sleep in class and get say by her
seriously , i dono y i will sleep in class =.=
because of tired?
or because the environment is too comfortable and easy get asleep?
or because of the teacher's teaching method is nt so interested same as Pn Lily? maybe =D

yalo , y suddenly talk about my primary school life thing? =.=
hmm , i always feel like that i like to think back something that had passed+ make me feel sad deeply
sometimes, i feel like i'm stucked in the pass and hvn wake up to c the present
seem like i cant stay in that mode D=
i should take back my remote control from the pass and control the present+future :D

btw , thx ya friend
after reading u guyz's blog , and some advice u guyz write at ur blog ,
really gt wake me up a bit :D
especially the
" when the problem comes and you think it is a problem, you are definitely wrong. It may be the most beautiful thing happening in your life "
and
" it's just one out of million obstacles in your life, you are yet to face the worst one "
i quite like this xD

aggresive type girl xD

2010-03-27T02:42:00.008+08:00

hmm,i quite like aggresive type girl actually xD
i like that type of girl because they're quite special,nt so common
and our life will become more interesting,i think so xD (for me la)

normally girls like to "fa qiao" =D
i nt so like they do so D=
but hor,if a girl dislike to fa qiao,i dont think so they consider as a girl xD
it's some natural attitude of a girl :D
and ,they're also quite flower heart too,arent they?
girl like rich guy , and guy like pretty girl =D

some of my friend told me that i'm totally too odd after i telling them that i quite like aggressive type girl and not so like girl fa qiao xD
but,dont u feel like, girls that like to fa qiao are totally irritating?
they seem like, like to seduce the guyz around them
and i meet 1 b4
maybe i'm wrong
they just trying to get the person they like's heart with their own way
but, i really quite beh song that type of girl
wat they doing right now,is totally just making thing worst
maybe she will hv a lot of fan(dono want use wat word=.=)
be her fan so best :D
can hv some memories about seduce by a girl, played by them, go for something that will'nt get , emo, lost their mind and other fun thing =D
how's the feel of hving a lot of fan? xD
fun right?=D
bt will u realise that ,u wont know wat is luv at the end? xD

btw,that's just my opinion :D
so dont get angry ya xD
and dont think too much
even "she" seem like is u xD (might be guy =D )

hv a nice day ya,dude

nt strong as him=.=?

2010-03-10T16:42:00.005+08:00

today,i asked my dad, y he treat me so nice
he gave me a very zd de answer=.=
he said because i'm nt strong as my elder brother o.o
hmm,am i? i think yes xD
since small,my parent take care me well ,seldom gv me do thing myself=.=
and i dono y they didnt do the same thing to my brother
they always support me nomatter wat i do
bt ,my elder bro nt same case as me
he always try to "du li" since he is small
my parent didnt care about him
always gv himself try thing=.=

beside that,today,my dad finally gv me drive his vios (imba car if compare wif myvi and kancil :D)
when ngam ngam drive, my dad keep telling me to do this do that =.=
which make me dono wat should i do
when i drive until half
a bus stopped at there=.=
i wanted to turn to right ,bt i found that i drive too far
then i keep turn turn turn turn turn and turn to the right
bt i turn too much =.=
then almost kissed the bus side
after that,i keep turn turn turn turn turn turn to the left=.=
woah
just a bit more
then almost kissed the bus
...
at the moment,my mind totally blank le=.=
just keep think about turn left turn left

sei foh
when back home
i saw my dad like get angry le=.=
sure is because that time almost kiss the bus
after that,my dad said : " u nt steady as ur elder bro,u will get panic easily"
LOL
finally he say le his "sam dai wah"
sad case D=
kena shoot=.=
nth to say that time

after we take our lunch,my dad fetch my mom go work and "sun bian" teach teach me drive car at maluri and desa park city there

hmm,i quite like to drive at maluri xD
the road so wide =D
nt like the sri damansara, so "zai" =.=
at maluri there,i keep drive go up and go down ,up and down and up and down
keep continue do the same thing
just to make myself can adjust the speed when going up to the hill and going down from there well
....
dead end D=
my dad keep say "stop stop stop!" when i turn left then turn to right
lol..
gv him zd=.=
stop wat o
3-point turn time la,dude
bt hor,i do le 4 -point turn=.=
because he keep ask me stop which make me stop too early
after train train at there around 1 hour,i go go desa park city there train le

Hmm,i train train round-about and parking at there =D
the round-about in the desa park city is so small=.=
want speed up also cant D=
when train train at there
my dad keep say
"tatt,we're nt rich as them,here is for those bussiness guy and professional person,dad nt afford to buy a house at here"
lol?
y suddenly say those thing=.=?
i didnt say i want live at desa park city also
the house we stay is quite great and comfortable
nth wrong also=.=
then i straight away shoot him back xD
"erm,u tot it's so easy to become a rich guy? the pressure they hving everyday is quite high. nw our family nt nice meh=.=? at least u guyz(dad and mom) treat me quite nice,gt chit chat wif me sometime ,nt like those rich guy,seldom chat wif their child and some of them dont even know anything about their child,just gv them money every month to enjoy,that's all. wat for to be like that=.=?"

he straight away keep silence after i said that xD

hmm,after that,we back home le
feel quite tired anyway=.=
i found that, still gt a lot of thing about driving i hvn learn
even those basic thing,i also dono if my dad didnt tell me
nw i'm wondering,hw come so many thing the teacher didnt teach me?
keep sleep at beside there

sad case la
my dad still dont gv me drive at those big big road=.=
keep drive at taman only
dono when can drive drive at those big road
and fetch all my friend go go out yam cha xD

hmm,guyz
dont too care about wat ppl said to u
dont too care about the past,since it had pass,u cant change it anyway
look forward bah :D
no ppl will care about the past,they just care about the present
no ppl will care about the proses,they just care about the result
so,work hard for those thing u want and u nid
if u found that when u trying something new which is gud for u and it's quite hard for u
just continue do it
it's just the begining, nt the end anyway
btw,think positive ya =D

thx 00..the one i luv..

2010-03-08T01:01:00.004+08:00

this song..make me feel great and it's touching my heart..
thx for the song u share wif me ..
really really luv u..

think that

2010-02-25T18:33:00.004+08:00

"i always think that if i become better
become more famous,become more attractive
u will look at me and stay wif me and be wif me when i'm alone
bt that's all just wat i tot,
it wont become a fact
because i dono hw
wat should i do
i dono wat i did is the right way or nt
just because a single "sry" word
i didnt say to u
nw i feel quite regret
u know
i always try to become like u
i dono is because i wanted
or because,i luv u too much..
wat i can do nw
is just make it as a part of my memory
just like i did b4
u said,i wanted too much
i agree wif it
i really wanted too much
bt,i also will prove to myself that
i afford to hv "too much" that u told me b4
i will prove to myself and nt u
i know,u currently wont care about this
bt
i will make u care about it
i totally get mad wif it"

this is wat's in my mind last year
bt,i still hvn make it until nw=.=
because i feel too sad that time
and feel tired wif luv
and i know, even hw great am i ,she also wont pick me
i keep trying to get away from this by sleeping
keep sleep in the class,
bt hor,thx to some1
because of her
my life start become better and better and better
she help me build up my confident to girl
teach me that "chase girl is use heart,nt mind"
make me think that,this world still gt hope
make me forget the pass
make me fall in luv again
thx ya..
thx god..thx for gv me meet her in my life

i lost something important for me in the past,bt i gain something more important in the future

thx god, to let me meet a girl that helped me a lot

匿名的好友

2010-02-22T15:34:00.004+08:00

maybe i'm just a normal friend for u,and nt more than that..
i really hope that we can be together, bt...dono hw to ask u=.=
everytimes i ask u,u seem like dont want hurt me..
maybe i will just be a 匿名的好友 in ur life..
bt hor,become ur 匿名的好友 at least better than become a stranger =D
hmm, share share a song wif u guyz xD

quite meaningful ,the lyric =D

CN Blue - I'm a loner

2010-02-17T22:29:00.004+08:00

lol,my friend intro tis song for me few day ago,i found it's eng sub,seem like quite sad
share share wif u guyz bah xD

下一站, 幸福 ~

2010-02-05T03:48:00.007+08:00

下一站, 幸福~

today,i keep click click click at utube and found this video at utube , then i go watch watch since some of my friend say it's quite nice
i watch it start from episode 18 =.=

hmm,in this episode, 4:35-5:21 , it said something that , i really wanted to tell the one i'm missing,thinking,luving her right nw~
i wonder, is that she also think like that?
since wat i did infront of my friend really quite..
sometimes,i really dono wat's in ur mind
i just keep guess and guess and guess..

Hmm,2 days ago is a day that i wont forget xD
That day I first time buy chocolate for girl leh
bt ,it seem like too early buy for her=.= ,
early 1 week+
when i'm go into the shop,i found that Ferraro sold out le
that time,i really feel quite gan chiong ,
because dono wat chocolate should i buy for her
and at the end,i found a white casing chocolate,
without thinking ,
i straight away buy it.
After i buy it,
I feel quite nervous =.=
I feel quite afraid she dont like it..

Hor Hor, after buy present,sure nid to pack it up nicely~
so,i go to the next shop,ask them help me pack it nicely
b4 that,i sure hv to pick pick which paper( dono it's call wat =.= for pack the present) look more great~
i feel quite fan nang when choosing it
bt,dono y is because of i like white white thing too much or wat
when i saw the white white paper,i straight away pick it and tell the shopkeeper "help me pack it nicely ya~" xD
after that,i go to the place she work find her~

After i reach there,i straight away go to the washroom , to c c how's my new hairstyle and wash wash my hand
After i come out from the washroom,i pick up my hp and wanted to sms her tell her that i had arrive
"Hwee tatt!",
i feel quite shock,who calling me =.=
then a pretty girl who full wif confident come ask me " sir,do u want to slim up ur body? =D"
that's her =D
I get stunned by her confidence and her pretty make up xD ( if nt wrong she first time make up )
*hmm,she is pretty as always~ dont get jealous ya =D*
that time,i really dono wat should i say =.=
then i ask ask her when she going to hv her break , she say 2.00pm
it was 1.50pm,so i go go there walk walk c c~
when she hving her break,she bring me go to upstair there(since upstair only gt chair to sit down)
when we there,she take out some bread~quite tasty =D (dont want tell u is wat bread lai de xD)
at the moment,i keep thinking when should i gv her the present..
i quite afraid she wont accept it
At the end,i pura pura like nth ( to make me doesnt feel so nervous) and gv her the present
she accept it ~
i feel quite happy and relax after that
first time buy chocolate for a girl and she take it xD~
and then ,she share the chocolate wif me~
lol , finally i know the feel when having chocolate wif the one u luv ,it's so sweet~
and after that ,i chit chat wif her a while ~
ops,her lunch break time over le around 20 minute =.=
after that,she go back work le~ and i go back home since i feel quite tired =.=

Hmm,6.00pm le~
i pick up my thing and go again the place she work
feel odd y i 1 day go to the place she 2 times? xD
hmm,the 2nd time i go is that i'm going to buy birthday present wif her for my loyal driver - loon =D
*happy birthday ya loon~ 18 years old le xD *
i early a bit go le,so i go to the washroom wash wash hand and ss infron of the mirror xD~
after that, i go walk walk c c again =D
suddenly,she called my hp and told me that she near the guardian shop when i'm wanted to buy something at the supermarket to eat, so i quicky go there since her break time only gt 30 minutes
when i arrive the shop,she called my name ~
lol,she wait me at the wafer shop,i think so
and we order le some wafer~
she order chocolate +peanut de and i order butter+peanut flavor
woah,first time eat chocolate+peanut flavor wafer ,quite tasty
she said that "eat chocolate so easy get fat ,later xxx dont want hire me le > <" when she having the chocolate+peanut wafer
she,look quite cute when she saying that xD
And again,she take her break over time again =.=
After that ,i take some coffee at the nearby kopi shop ,quite expensive=.=
sit at there 30 minute le=.=,
i feel quite boring and i pay the bill and go back to the supermarket buy buy thing
walk walk walk~
finally 8.00pm le~
she finally going to fang gong le =D
after around 10 minute,she called me and ask me go guardian shop wait her
yea~ she's there
when she saw me,she ask me to turn around
i tot she wanted to open my bag
bt she hit me =.=
I keep asking her " wat happen?"
bt,she ask me dont look at her=.=
...
after we take a seat,she told me that she lost the company's money
that time..i really dono how to "tam" her=.=
after that,she try to find it in her bag
and she start smile when she take out his small note book( i think so ) which had told me that,she found it
stunned by her that time,suddenly become so happy =.=
After that,we went to MJ outlet and rejext to c gt any nice cloth buy for him or nt~
when we choosing shirt,we found that,those shirt quite long and keep saying "will it look great or nt?"
hmm,at the end,we picked a white white shirt as loon's birthday present =D

First time,go out wif the one i like,just me and her ,go out buy thing ,share chocolate wif the one i like and buy chocolate for the one i like~
I really,feel quite happy that day,
really..
u make me feel quite xin fu~
thx ya..

Hmm~ Chinese New year coming le ,
I hvn go buy some new cloth yet, feel like i'm quite zd=.=
normally b4 cny 2 week will go buy all thing le,bt nw just keep stay in home missing some1 xD bt,today on facebook,found that yuan lai still gt a lot ppl hvn buy new cloth =D
wondering they're same wif me or nt, missing the one they like =D

Happy Chinese new Year and Valentine's day ya ~ luv u so much xD

Nt so understand u

2010-01-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

friend?

2010-01-03T03:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm, today i share my story with my skype friend
she told me that , what "u" did is just consider as friend
but,is that really is?
quite complicated xD
feel like,beeing played by girl again o.o
is that ,i really so nice to be played?
mind think first b4 u going to say something? :D
she told me that,luv is mang mu
that's y sometimes even played some1 ,she really dono
but , do u know that ,wat u did,really dam confusing me?
if u nt really like some1 , dont use those word , cant u?
feel like ,i'm just a fool that thinking too much
u gave me hope
but it just an illusion , an imagination
seem like ,i hv to accept it,that's the only choice i left xD

*guyz, dont think so much,even they had say something that really will make u think that it's real , it's just a joke, she just treat u as friend ,that's all*

Just friend :D

Merry Chrismas

2009-12-25T06:24:00.003+08:00

Hmm, everybody also think that i'm a sozai which is the fact =D
Dono y ,feel quite great and nice when beeing a sozai xD , just nid to care about how to enjoy thing and be happy :D~
but, this might causes me look like quite irritating for them , i think so =D
really,long time didnt chat with "u"
recently,when i go find u , u also didnt reply
dono what i did=.=
is because of u getting tired with me?
or because of i did nth?
hmm, really , sometimes,dono how to communicate with u
wanted to myself
but
if i do so
u will get bored with it
because
i'm nt a pro in chasing girl
u told me that , "use heart to chase a girl,nt using the mind"
but seem like i'm using my heart too ,i still cant success
is going to be 7am
and i'm going to join a Christmas party after 12 hour( 1st time go xD) .
They told me that i hv to bring a present that worth RM5-RM10 .
I brought a chocolate bar (Shh, dont tell others xD)
Keep thinking of food xD
Hmm, going to take my breakfast soon :D
confirm will get scolded by my parent later ,because I hvn sleep yet since yesterday 7pm
Merry Christmas guyz

Spm Add Math

2009-11-25T21:20:00.001+08:00

today I sit for my spm add math paper.
yesterday cant finish my revision, which make me feel panic this morning, because still got a lot thing dono=.=
just like this , I sit for the exam without fully prepared( same as what I did to the another 6 papers)
During doing the paper 1, I get shocked , got so many simple question I cant solve =. = . "Gakkk , siw siw " , that's the sound come from the back. I straight look at the back and found that nam nam has done the paper . As u know ,he and his dear quite geng in solving add math question , not like me, nub in add math xD . In DotA own ppl , but own by add math in real life =.= . Btw , I think nam nam and his gf going to get A+ in add math which every1 also think like that too :D . Then, I look at the clock and I found that it's only around 30 minutes left. What's in my mind is " this time, add math sei le=.= " . I still gt 5 question haven do that time. Without thinking much , I simply do rest of the question.
After finish the paper, my mind was blank , maybe because too worry about the marks that I'm going hv for my add math paper 1.
Then after go back home ,I straight away go to the kitchen find thing eat , too hungry that time xD . After that ,I play blackshot and dota and I just do my revision for the 20 minutes left b4 the exam ( add math paper 2) start. When I reach outside the class that I'm going to take my exam , I saw yao yao teaching wai hong add math , with his "xxx xxx" sound teaching method =. =" , but that way of teaching method , quite effective also even it sound like no manners . Then I also go join them xD but didnt use "xxx xxx" words . Wai Hong ,the only 1 who same class with me when standard 6 ,form 4 and form 5 =D . He quite pro ,but just too lazy on study.
As usual , everybody just go in the classroom without thinking much(like mong cha cha) after heard that somebody say " In loh~" . And the exam is started.
After a few minutes the exam started , I saw Hassan look like dono how to do and act like a sozai . His emotion quite funny for me xD.. After I do a few question, what's in my mind is " sozai ppl, ask so hard de question, many ppl sure dono how to do ,nowander teacher said that even get 20 marks also can pass the add math , the kerajaan really dai sei" . Woah , 10 minutes left and still got 4 question(40 marks there ==) dono do. 40 Markssssss arhhh , gone just like that, for nothing =x . After the exam finish , kok ping said that " the question 7, c very easy, but when do I feel like want to cry " which make everybody laugh xD. After that ,I pack-up all my thing fast fast and back home play game.
SPM add math paper 1 not so hard,but the paper 2 , freaking hard ,dono y they ask until so hard, waste out time for sitting the exam, a lot dono do. Feel like cant even get B for my add math after the exam=. =

Wondering

2009-11-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm , it come again xD
Yesterday , b4 I sit for my SPM ICT exam , I feel panic , pointless , fearful and lost control.. that's how I feel when it come :D
Every time when my brain get error sumthing like that , that will happen =x
Maybe , I should just continue to be a nutz , a nutz that everyday just focusing on his game,shouldn't work so hard for himself =D
Sumtimes, not we dont want to become better, is cant become better
Sumthing, blocking my way
and I really dono how to across it ,what can I do is just hide myself , hide everything out , hv a unorganized life
But, how long can I hide?
wandering.. :D

Start luving the emo feel xD

李聖傑-最近

2009-11-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

Dono y..I feel like this today xD..

2006 year song=.= (Form 2 =D)

Dance

2009-11-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today when my friend play the "Sorry Sorry -by Super Junior" song ,then I start dancing xD
But they say I look like cao gan =.=
Here's the song

this song quite not bad , but I prefer "HeartBreaker -by Big Bang's G-Dragon"

你不在..

2009-11-05T01:12:00.001+08:00

just now I do revision with my friend at old town,
they quite pro,can solve most of the question,haha
they really quite concentrate on it,but I'm not same as them, I'm just keep dreaming
At the moment,sumthing is coming to my mind
Suddenly feel that nothing is important for me expect myself
feel like, I should just ignore others,should just focus on myself xD
After that "incident"..I become dam lazy..
Become a person that lost direction,
A person that dont care about his future(quite pig , right?)
Now ,my life..changed a lot..
Everything is not like b4..
tired.. when u're not here..

你不在...

zd..

2009-10-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

Just now I took at quiz at fb(facebook)
It's quite accurate =DD

〞★　魔羯座終極完美分析

年輕的魔羯都是很單純的，我想他們也不會知道自己將從天使變成惡魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也許會因為一些很小的事情難過很長時間，所以他們通常在表面表現的酷酷的與事隔離的樣子，其實他們只是不希望讓別人看到他脆弱的一面，堅強，理智，承受是魔羯的代名詞，他們並不是很隨便的表達自己所想，他們希望瞭解身邊所有人的性格，並不是因為好奇，好像只是因為一種安全感，為了保護自己魔羯生出了一種特殊能力。　　　　魔羯相對任何星座來比能在最短時間看出一個人的性格無論他們在如何隱藏，這點很像天蠍但是他們卻看不出對方的心，他們很容易就會瞭解到他們身邊每一個人的優缺點，但是他們通常不會說出來，也不會太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容對方請記得，如果有一隻魔羯指出你的缺點那一定是友善的，雖然他們會用一種諷刺的口氣來指出．　　　　　　所有魔羯都擁有２個性格，只是大部分魔羯都不願意去接受，因為他們希望自己永遠的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的壞可以媲美過所有星座，也許他們不相信，但是隨著時間的積累魔羯的人在慢慢變壞，其實這也是一種自我保護，他們需要知道瞭解自己最後的一張王牌，做不做就看對方是否達到讓魔羯抱負的地步了，這並不是在表揚，似乎用陰險可以形容，當魔羯討厭一個人的時候那就是一種絕對，魔羯不會隨便討厭一個人，但是如果哪個人做的太過分，這個人會從魔羯心底徹底抹殺，如果這個人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那麼這個人就只能等著災難的降臨。　　　　　　魔羯是個比較城府的人，他們不會表面去得罪了，但是他們會計劃著讓這個人知道他所做的事情將會給自己帶來多大的回報，魔羯的報復手段極其殘忍，他會加倍的還給你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的災難那麼你去想想你在什麼時候得罪了魔羯）魔羯並不會隨便的去加害一個人，因為魔羯也討厭自己的壞，他們是天才的殺手，一切的一切從很早以前就做好計劃，而且這些計劃在沒有事件出現前他們就在考慮如何完美並無破綻的進行報復計劃，也許這些和他的悲觀有些聯繫，魔羯的人很瞭解世界，但他們固執的相信美好儘管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都討厭壞壞的自己，當然想拋棄自己是不可能的。　　　　朋友（最喜歡裝傻的星座）　　魔羯的人都很沒有安全感，他們喜歡在任何人面前裝傻，這可不是一般的裝傻能力，魔羯人聰明就在於這點，他們認為只有傻子在會不牽扯到任何傷害，與其做一個聰明的人不如當一個傻子平凡而又隨意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永遠不會讓對方知道自己會有智慧，而無論安全與不安全魔羯對朋友都很真，他們很珍惜些朋友。　　他們最希望獲得朋友的信任，如果從一個朋友那裡得不到信任，他不會再與這個朋友交往下去．和魔羯接觸過的人都會認為他們脾氣很好，好的似乎發傻，其實他們並不是脾氣好，只是他們很會裝，因為他們瞭解身邊的朋友的所有性格，所以他們在包容對方，就算你做了什麼過分的事，他們也早就想考慮好如果對方為什麼會這樣做，最明顯一點，你們可以去看看身邊魔羯的朋友，無論你怎麼做那些魔羯都不會很驚訝的，其實他們已經知道你為什麼會這樣了．魔羯的交友觀也很隨便，他們可能會和貴族很好，也可能會和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心靈的交往，很少有魔羯會有勢力眼，除非你這個人品太差了。　　　　感情（超級白癡）　　魔羯的人傻的可以，他們並不瞭解愛情，但是他們只知道愛的感覺，對於他們任何感情的表達都是一種感覺，他們很認真的感受每一個感覺，大部分感覺都可以一個人去感覺，最失敗的愛卻要兩個人，傻傻的魔羯一開始會認為，愛你是我自己的事情和你沒關係，可是到後來越來越感覺不是滋味，於是開始對對方表白，表白成功後卻不知道如何走下一步，也許是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能會拿任何事情開玩笑，但是在愛情方面只要他說出"我愛你"或者話題談到將來結婚，那麼他絕對不是在開玩笑，魔羯很物質，但是這點和金牛處女不一樣，他們的物質表現在愛上，他們認為給所愛的人帶來無限的物質的就是最大的幸福，因為他們很自卑，唯一能用自己努力獲得來的就只有物質了。　　當自己努力的去讓自己所愛的人幸福的時候，自己所愛的人卻因為其他的其他離開了他，而到最後自己卻不明白自己到底做錯了什麼，真是可憐的傢伙們．　　　　追求: 魔羯的追求是認真的，只要對方不讓魔羯認為完全沒有機會，魔羯就會像瘋子一樣的追求著，他們其實對自己非常沒有信心，唯一的動力只是相信自己在愛著，為了對的起自己的感情，為了認真的去愛一回．　　　　被追求:　魔羯對於不喜歡的人不會給予任何機會，魔羯的人很善良，而且他們知道長痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉強接受了你，那也是出於一種同情心，但是交往沒幾天他們就開始內疚，他們認為憐憫的愛對追求者來說是一種傷害，他們會盡量的躲避並且對追求者很冷淡追求者盡量的讓追求者開始討厭她／他．如果追求者不理解的話，放心最長不超過一年，魔羯會很理智的告訴你別在聯繫了，她／他會消失的無影無縱．　　　　拒絕: 如果魔羯真的愛了就不會去拒絕你，永遠不會．被拒絕:　魔羯比任何一個星座對感情都很認真，恢復傷痕的時間也很長，他們會選擇消失，這樣對你對他都有好處，因為他怕多看你一眼而又再次無法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

Zd..say that Im a demon + sozai =.=
But that's the fact >.<

2006..

2009-10-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

recently found that , a lot of thing ,also stuck at 2006 , especially those old song I like xD
seem like I still cant forget it..
btw, feel quite emo after heard this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNuyM6pUR98&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0kuBLqPvS0&feature=related
(Jay so leng zai :D)
alone..
any1 can celebrate my birthday with me? xD

i luv u..

2009-10-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

I really in luv with u.. I think u dont really believe in it at all
Maybe because I always look like keep thinking of "her"
But do u know,recently I keep dream about u?
I dream about u accept my confession and be with me and more and more..
A girl like u , is impossible to be found..I swear
Do u know that?
Too much thing about u I still dono..
I dono that both of u together le or not..
I dono how do u feel..
That's y I didnt try to sms u and just chat a while with u when u r online..
That's y I always act like I'm still luving "her"
That's y sometimes I be cold with u
Sry..If I cant proved it all by action
Taste of perfection , that's the taste when u r with me

I luv u..

...

2009-10-12T21:23:00.001+08:00

Recently I found that some of my friend didnt ask me to join their activity
Quite zd , I tot they will ask me to join all the activity they organize =.=
I think,the reason y they didnt invite is because I'm seldom take thing seriously :D
If wat i guess is correct , then I really cant complain anything xD
But , they wont know y I always be like that =D
Hmm , the more u care , the more painful u will feel when u lost it
Every1 also know that, isnt it?
I always,trying to reduce the "pain" that I will feel if I lost it..
Those previous memory.. still cant forget about it 100% xD
The happiness and The Sadness part..
That's y xD , I always look like that =DD
because I afraid with it..
the pain I will feel

Really?

2009-09-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

Nothing , that will be all I left in the future if I cont like this.
Disappointed , that will be all I left if I keep hoping to get something without worked for it.
Failure , that will be my 2nd name in the future if I cont like this.
xx , the only girl that I will nvr get if I cont like this.

We hv our own story,
A story that we wont tell others,
A story that we know that we will lost a lot of thing after we told others about it,
A story that cant be forgotten by us even we tried so hard before ,
A story that can decided our future ,
A story that make me become a failure .

That's what in my mind in the pass ,
I keep blaming the story,
Keep thinking that I become a failure because of I cant forget about the pass,
But,is that really important ? about who's fault .

2009-09-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

lol , today I found this song "明明很愛你" .
This song kinda old le =.= , but this song lyric.. kinda mean something important for me..

有多少人在旁邊　我們都視而不見
彼此卻忍不住多看幾眼　感覺強烈
已經微笑的放電　已經暗示到極限
沒勇氣的人猶豫的瞬間　幸福就飄過面前
我平凡無奇而妳　像燦爛星星　讓我擔心
明明很愛你　明明想靠近

但是你的身邊有人捧花總是擁擠
我憑什麼一一打敗情敵　敢大聲說要做妳的唯一
　　　　　我的唯一
明明很愛妳　明明想靠近
(明明很愛我　明明想靠近) 為什麼還要再浪費時間不把你抱緊 (為什麼還要再浪費時間不把我抱緊) 夠真心　才是最厲害的武器 (夠真心　就是最厲害的武器) 我會拼命讓你更滿意 (你要拼命讓我更滿意)

講配不配太俗氣　說愛不愛要問心
愛由我們自己決定不必理　跌破誰的眼鏡

I think got a lot of ppl also feel like want to sing this song out when they fall in luv with some1,some1 that kinda attractive and famous xD . Enjoy yah

I Found it ? I think so

2009-09-01T05:25:00.000+08:00

Think and think and think and think , 7 months had passed .
In this 7 months , I'm keep thinking about y u say that i' m .......
I think I found the reason and seem like I hv to say thx to my Bui Eh brother xD.
Recently, I were keep playing a new online game,something like DotA , it's Heros Of Newerth(HON) with some of my online friends .
I played 100+ match and it spent my 100 hours+ , I think so .
3 days ago , my brother was back from his university .
I intro the game to him and ask him to play with me.
But he refuse my invitation and answer me "lazy want learn new thing,sienz" .
At the next night, he said he wanted to try try play that game and ask me to teach him ,really give him zd=.= . And he start playing that game.
When looking at him playing the game , something is coming out to my mind and it make me understand y I' m standing so far from my brother and other pro ppl who dam great in study and hv a great personality .
Maybe it is ,or maybe it's not ,
but, no matter it is the answer that I'm finding , it still helped me.
It helped me found the passion back,the passion to study .
Practice Make Perfect

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2009-03-28T22:26:00.000+08:00